October 26, 2011
Lusby, MD
Just couldn’t seem to get to bed. I spent some time standing at the dining room sliding door looking out over the creek, sipping cups of hot water. Then I’d get more water and walk out to the front porch and listen to the soft breeze stirring the early autumn leaves. I liked the whispering, no syllables, just mamasita natura flowing through the leaves telling them it was time to sleep, time to let loose, to leave their source of life and float to earth for the last time. I think I got the message, finally went to bed.
At about 6 or so I woke up needing to go to the bathroom, that’ll happen after drinking about 4-5 cups of hot water the night before after having 2-3 glasses of red wine. I drink the hot water because I no longer find the wine tasty and because it is good for a healthy system.
My eyes were weary, and my bones were tired with only 3 hours sleep. So instead of standing I lifted only the toilet lid and did the unmanly act of sitting on the stool to urinate.
Elbows on my knees, chin resting on my hands, I let my eyes close to shield the light and to rest the weary eyelids.
Suddenly, my eyes came wide open!
Involuntarily, my body froze all muscles.
I stopped breathing.